At 15, a boy desperate to find a way to end his own life or to find a meaning in the thing called living, meets another boy who is not sure of his own origins or his humanity for that matter, and decides living is worth giving a shot, and completely believing in others humanity
And at 22, trying to stay alive because now he actually have something he wants to protect, but he gets shot in head by that one person, who is not under control of himself, not human anymore… and it just ends there… incomplete
idk of I should laugh at the irony or drown in my own tears…
Me going back and forth between ‘he’ll live’ - 'he’s dead’ - 'oh he’s definitely not dying like this’ - 'holy shit this is actually happening and it’s NOT a drill’
